Sunday, September 23, 2012

Up to Speed

So, it's been a month since we've moved into our house. How do I feel about it? Meh, I guess. Yes, I know it's a house and that I should be so more excited, but really... I'm not. I can't tell you why though cause I really don't have a understanding about it either. It's just a feeling I have. Maybe because there are so many things going on in my head that I can't just feel excited about it. 

First off, I still need a job. Yes, I graduated from bartending school and let me tell you, when I got out of there, I was given a whole bunch of bartending job leads. I would have taken them but we closed on our house the day after I graduated. So it was busy busy busy after that. I didn't get a chance to go and look for jobs. Truthfully, this past Friday was the first of looking for a job and it wasn't a good outcome either. The closet was at a strip club and that's only if I'm a server first. I'll keep looking though. It just sucks because Angel is the breadmaker right now and he only makes so much in that job of his. He's looking for a new job though, but for some unknown and crazy reason, he wants to work as an armored truck driver. I'm definitely not keen on the idea. He also wants to get a motorcycle. 


I don't get it...It's like he wants to have a thrill in his life. I'm like, if that's what you want, get on a damn rollercoster or something!

I have found out that I need to get my gallbladder taken out. At first, I was not wanting the surgery but when I had my first gallstone attack on last Sunday, I was not too happy with that and my opinion of it was swayed. I just hope it doesn't change too much of my life. My surgery is next Wednesday. Yes, I am nervous about it.

Our money is not good. We have enough to keep the house over our heads but everything else is such a question mark. Hell, I'm surprised we even have enough money for the internet and cable. I just hope I can find a job soon because I really don't like feeling like everything could be taken away from me.

Soi is good. She's growing up so fast too. She's eating rice cereal now but is still breastfed for the majority of the time. I'm planning on getting her some veggies and fruit hopefully this week. I want her to be used to eating so that she can eat while I'm in surgery since she doesn't really like the bottles. Hopefully I can train her a little bit too. 

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